yawns~itz 12pm and i juz woke up..so lazzzy..gt a long time never wake up so late le...even though i slept at 12+ yest..last time slept at 2 also woke up at 9+...but lately still dunno why i so tired! busy week xia..right after promos is grad dae rehearsals for yr2s..b4 tt i went early..saw the yr 2 prelims results..as in the collated ones..then i get to noe that my senior failed his gp..then cannot get into honour roll...no wonder lately he like tt...and juz b4 tt nite i was talking to him and he sound so confused and so troubled..hope everything is ok!! hmm...wed was a busy dae...morning was doing grad dae for yr 2s...then sth unhappy happened la...haix...then after tt event he become dunno wat lo...ask him he also say like i think too much..but v xin ku to work with him if he cont to do tt...haiz..v troubled la..still haven finish the attachment letter..i was thinking if im really suitable for this job..sometimes itz real hard to control guys..they simply step over u esp when ur so small..and esp when they wan to do sth..they juz force their way thru..and when things pop up..itz none of their business anymore..cause im supposed to take care of that problem liao..so tiring i guess..pres is really nt a gd job to be...maybe they should try b4 they can understand..this applies to everywhere i guess..i still rmb last time paien was talking to the class when the class was so noisy..now i understand how she feels..it feels terrible when things are nt done..and it feels terrible when u r forgotten..it feels terrible when u felt left out and no longer with them.......haix...i feel so stress out thou exams are over...the stress lvl was exactly the same as tt of during promos.. after grad dae i went for lep farewell...i think js is trying to learn le..should give him more chance..thou he still neglects small things..but yarh he is getting a little better le la... after lep farewell actually should go home..but i went for ccs..they wrote a script and wanted to rehears for open house..so i was taking notes and like seeing wats wrong like tt..till 6+...missed lunch super hungry went home..grab food next dae was thurs...was supposed to do pw..but gt ccs...so didnt go..nite b4 was quarrelling with bx..and she lied to me after so much quarelling..she is obviously picking on me...cause itz my idea rite...everything is so....i dunno la..nth is gg on right...they bit too dependent on us le..2 of them reach with no materials..no nothing..then have to wait for us to go tell them wat to do la..itz nt like grp proj..after a while wl told me they split the op le..like haix..not pw le la..itz individual work le....i juz knew it when i got my grping in the 1st place la...dun talk abt tt le..back to ccs...morning go do some pasting all the stuffs..then i go to them to pai xi..then yarh same thing lo...till 1+ teacher came to see..i was late for ava..and he told me he wont do anything todae..juz stand there thou ppl is pretty busy..i missed lunch again...bad day i guess..after ava went back ccs..then she is pretty sleepy le..can see that she bit bu shuang le...i think i shouldnt give so much comments on acting..since im nt gd at acting..i think i shouldnt have gone pai xi in the 1st place..i think i should have juz gone home in the 1st place...why make myself so busy and felt so extra in the 1st place and get indirectly insulted by her?forget it..i shall take it as a lesson.. ok fri..which is yest...went sch at 7am..set up...real thing performance starts at 10 like tt..nt much ppl..then in the middle rush to lt4 to settle lep talk..listened to lep talk..next yr lep so gd la..syllabus is half of wat we studying..no hong lour meng..still gt wu xia xiao suo..the 2nd lep talk to stupid la..they forget to press the sound on button and i thot wat happen run all the way frm atirum to lt3 then realised onli 1 button nt on=x and then it was during ccs performance somemore..hmm happy thing is tt abra came..and my juniors too..so happy to see them again..miss them man...hope next yr can see lotta nc ppl in ny!!!!!hahax..hmm...yarh and he stayed in lt4 sort of alone..like ge li frm us...wat u wan me do?!?!then he even say...do lesser isnt it gd?itz not like him lo..haix...
at 4+ me and peifen left for tj..haha..so happy..i missed tj so so so much!at 1st went in the whole og like bit seperated..i was so sad la..then we saw more and more ppl...then go for mass dancE!!haha..then more og ppl come tgt..gt this og back tgt de feeling at tt moment..haha...itz bonded at that moment again..im so gald at least i get to feel the bond when im there..but i knew that they r nt as tgt as b4...but im pretty gald im nt tt to witness tt..or else i will be more sad...
itz feels so nice to see so many ppl!!!but didnt get to see much seniors=(
hmm..didnt get to stay too long..need rush to see puppet show by fingers players...we really rush man..run frm mrt to esplanade...then reach almost in time..haha..saw maggie and jasmine too..haha..the show was v inspiring...itz like saying...
there are many holes in life...itz up to u whether u will learn frm ur mistake and nt drop back into the same hole of nt...its like er...whether u will learn frm u mistake nt..it whether u wanna climb out of ur little box and nt get tied to it anymore..its up to u to find ur own freedom..life is juz like a cycle..frm young till old..tends to make the same old mistake again..and no one will be there to help u..juz like the puppet..always drop into the hole..and always trying to climb out of it..always dejected..i think that whenever u r in that hole..itz ok to feel depressed, sad or watever for a while..but there is always a need to overcome it..juz like overcoming ur fears..u should always fight ur way out of tt cycle and bu zai bei ta su(4) fu(4)...or else u will be spending so much time trying to do the same thing over and over again..and waste ur life away..
after the show went opp to eat dinner..missed lunch and dinner yest..only get to eat so late...ate long johns..wah!!their ppl gt bad service and attitude la!!cmi arh..iz nt 1 or 2..is the whole bunch of workers la..no wonder s'pore de service su zhi is dropping..haix..
by then my legs were alr aching and breaking..when daddy come fetch me i slept throughout..and when i went down the car..cannot walk..legs like too tired and my heel hurts like mad...such a tiring dae...and i slept till now..haha..pigg!!and im feeling so tired now=x and my eyes are like pain pain juz like when i slept for 4 hrs like tt...weird huh...luckily my legs todae nt v v v pain..hahax
dl maple patch now..hope it can works=x
or else cannot plae..so sad!!didnt get to go aj open house see abra..woke up too late le..haha...sorry abra!!
beary hugss-11:00 AM